I'm finished with the bar exam. I've actually been finished for
about two weeks. I took one week to go to the beach and relax.
It was awesome and I will blog about it as soon as I'm finished
moping over the lost SD card with my photos from parasailing.
In the meantime, I'm applying for jobs and sending out cold
letters. It's scary, putting yourself out there and begging someone
to like you enough to give you a chance.
And it's hard not comparing yourself to other people who seem
like they have everything in order. People getting jobs, getting
married, getting other degrees. While you're just drifting. Except
I'm not really drifting. I'm swimming against the current, and I
have to remind myself that I'm not actually being pushed out to
sea. The shore is just a little farther than I thought. But I'll get